2025,may,20 well,there is no more left until the monster day..i mean the The Ministerial exams...they are monster actually... well i can't even eat or sleep,whenever a human see me they be like "hey,only ths year" they mean this year is going to make me and my future and without this year i am nothing ,if i didn't do well at those exams..i am a failure. this hurts..cause i am not robot..the subjects are not that easy and i don't have the mind they expect.....they think i need to study without breathing...and being tired shouldn't be in the list....well ..well...well....i don't know....i am just tired....and stressed... i don't know how i'll pass it....maybe fail it....all i wanna say...go go go...i belive in you...do it ok...for me.. *chuckle*....yeah i'e lost my mind..don't know what i am saying...but anyways...just just *sighed* dn't know what.... just do it and don't listen to them..even not this time..next time...just don't be so sad after that ok...love ya past me