Dear Diary,
2025, May 20
well, there is no more left until the
monster day... I mean the Ministerial
exams... they are monster actually...
well I can't even eat or sleep,
whenever a human sees me they
be like "hey, only this year" — they mean
this year is going to make me and my future,
and without this year I am nothing.
If I don't do well at those exams...
I am a failure.
this hurts... cause I am not a robot.
the subjects are not that easy and
I don't have the mind they expect...
they think I need to study without breathing...
2025, May 20
well, there is no more left until the
monster day... I mean the Ministerial
exams... they are monster actually...
well I can't even eat or sleep,
whenever a human sees me they
be like "hey, only this year" — they mean
this year is going to make me and my future,
and without this year I am nothing.
If I don't do well at those exams...
I am a failure.
this hurts... cause I am not a robot.
the subjects are not that easy and
I don't have the mind they expect...
they think I need to study without breathing...
and being tired shouldn't be in the list...
well... well... well... I don't know...
I am just tired and stressed...
I don't know how I'll pass it...
maybe fail it... all I wanna say is: go go go...
I believe in you... do it ok... for me..
*chuckle*... yeah I've lost my mind,
don't know what I'm saying... but anyways...
just, just *sighed* don't know what...
just do it and don't listen to them...
even not this time...
next time... just don't be so sad after that, ok?
love ya,
— past me
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well... well... well... I don't know...
I am just tired and stressed...
I don't know how I'll pass it...
maybe fail it... all I wanna say is: go go go...
I believe in you... do it ok... for me..
*chuckle*... yeah I've lost my mind,
don't know what I'm saying... but anyways...
just, just *sighed* don't know what...
just do it and don't listen to them...
even not this time...
next time... just don't be so sad after that, ok?
love ya,
— past me
