Dear Diary,
2025, july 12
so today is my Birthday!!!. anyways..
i hate it,cause i hate getting older
i hate how birthday means one year closer to death
i want to stay like this and never be called adult
it just seem scary that is it.so i am not good at socials &
responsibilities.how can i survive
anyways...i am always called mature...but i don't think i am..
maybe i am but my inner child is still alive and it is sparkling
i've been listening to her so much more than need...
i was thinking i would go to collage.i can..but i decided to repeat 12th grade"
2025, july 12
so today is my Birthday!!!. anyways..
i hate it,cause i hate getting older
i hate how birthday means one year closer to death
i want to stay like this and never be called adult
it just seem scary that is it.so i am not good at socials &
responsibilities.how can i survive
anyways...i am always called mature...but i don't think i am..
maybe i am but my inner child is still alive and it is sparkling
i've been listening to her so much more than need...
i was thinking i would go to collage.i can..but i decided to repeat 12th grade"
so i can get better grades so i can for real enter my dream collage.
not just some collage by random grades...dreams worth it.
this year i made many mistakes..but i never regret any..cause that is it..
if they never happened...i would never learn
so yeah..new year Dua...i wonder what is waiting for ya
whatever is it...mmmm...handle it..
..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
girl today is so hot...
go have fun..it is your birthday..i know you will get no gift from others...but
you buy it for yourself ok.
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not just some collage by random grades...dreams worth it.
this year i made many mistakes..but i never regret any..cause that is it..
if they never happened...i would never learn
so yeah..new year Dua...i wonder what is waiting for ya
whatever is it...mmmm...handle it..
..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
girl today is so hot...
go have fun..it is your birthday..i know you will get no gift from others...but
you buy it for yourself ok.
